what to do?

I hate myself.
too soft i guess, if i am this soft i might as well be ah gua?
My 2nd ex suddenly treat me very hot, i guess she wants to be with me again but there are some cons of her.
she likes to make use of people.
In what sense? Maybe make her bf pay for her all prepaid cards.
Every single time she have been asking me if i have $28 to help her pay for her prepaid.
I dont really mind helping a friend but in this case, i will not help.

Qiqi my 3rd ex.
we just broke off some time ago.
It was very painful for me to say goodbye to her.
But with the pressure behind her back, i can only say its time for me to leave.
Now that she is with someone else, but she is not happy at all.
She still hasnt get over me.
And i still have not got over her.
We both try to accept new love to forget the old one but it isnt working very well i guess.
Dam it how i wish my heart was as strong as a steel this way i wont fall so easily cuz of her expressing her feelings.



So many people having birthday on 26th dec?
Sandra 26th
Dillon 26th
Qiqi's Granny 26th.