Been waiting for that someone's answer for such a long time
this solo act is so lonely
Standing near the window only to see wind passes by
Loving you so deep yet how deep it is, i don't know

After you left me, my heart became fragile.
My heart feel the pain just thinking of you
But i kept it to myself
The seat and pillow beside me has been emptied for a long time
Waiting only for you, its because i finally understood.
Without your love, i am only left with half.
Not crying and laughing anymore, for whom i do keep moving on
No one can take your place in the other half of my heart.
I stubbornly waited on for the wind to blow you back by my side

Only your smile can give me assurance
Only your embrace can fill me up
Only the answer in your heart can open me up.


Maybe we can be together again if we were born in better families.
All the maybe and if, when will they happen
In the afterlife?

Now i can only watch from the shadow.
The light have been taken.

I love you as much as you love me
but hope you understand my decision, sorry for rejecting every single thing you asked.
Hope you move on in life like a arrow key.

This life we cant be together,
then lets wish for the next life we can be together.

One hell of chalet life

finally left the hell chalet yesterday,
it is more like a mosquitoes nest.
i got tons of mosquitoes bites, aaron got the most haha.
its almost like he kena poison.

we had 2 days of bbq but abit sian haha,
the birthday cake was superb,
all the guest like it.
only one that doesnt like it is pinquan.
i like the crust that was made of hazelnut.

the birthday girl relatives went to buy nasi lemak and dim sum for the guest.
made me very frustrated cuz we already started bbqing.
in the end kok kiang finish them haha, our big rubbish bin.

what is more memorable is the last day,
when leaving her aunt came and drive us but then she act smart, drive down the slope.
and the car got stuck.......

hope to have a better chalet next time, with u if possible.

Hurted

What the hell am i suppose to do?
Every single day you keep sms and i keep hearing your melody.
i know you have your own suitors, but can you atleast spare a thought for me?
Doing it so sneaky is as if i am forcing you to stay by my side, it hurts my pride.

If you really like that guy then just tell me,
i will leave quietly without u even noticing.
Dont deny, the more you deny, the more it isnt convincing.

Its not that i dont care about.
i care about you in my heart but with you obsessed with your phone.
How can i even open my mouth to tell my feelings to you.

You want break or patch its all up to you.
And i will go to chalet even it is 1hour of my time, since i already promised you.

Dad, I hate you

Today my dad made my fish die again...
when will he stop making my fish die?
this isnt the 1st time.
everytime i keep always he will be the cause.

today is because he off my air pump for my fries.
and he put the bloody lobster inside my female community.
Lobster is carnivore leh!!!
There goes my hope of getting my own moscow spawn.
2died and 1die today.

3female died, ARGHHH
i will go crazy if there are anymore casualties



i miss 'you'
hope to meet you soon thurs or fri.
i wont give u anymore disappointments i use to give u